Bravery

Hello everyone. I hope you are having a peaceful evening, enjoying yourself whatever you're doing. If not, take a moment to do something just for you. Grab a cup of tea, put on a song that will soothe your mind and just be in the moment for a while. Ok?

 I just had a minor struggle with myself. Well, not so minor. It's something I have been struggling with a lot for the past couple of years. I love dressing up and feeling like a superwoman, it's what takes me through the day to come waltzing down the road. Walking as if the ground will quake under my feet as I pass. I am a storm, glorious, beautiful and scary. Yes. I love that. I am that.
But the struggle I just had was that I didn't dare to order some clothing that I fell in love with. I got frustrated with myself. I wanted to mentally slap myself. I didn't dare because I thought about all the people who would make remarks, who would look at me as if I'm a freak, who would talk behind my back and not talk to me face to face at all. That mad me so angry with myself just now, that I cared so much about what other people would think.

I have been so bruised and battered by other peoples mean and hurtful words that I almost didn't order beautiful clothes that empower me. It sounds so mundane and silly, almost pathetic, that I take pride in and feel so powerful in something as shallow and simple as clothing. But why the fuck not? Why not celebrate ourselves in any way we can?
I told myself that. If I want to look like a zombie streetwalker, then I fucking will. I will not let these people bend me. I want to look glorious and scary. I want to feel like a tornado as I walk through life.

Why I got so angry was because I have always promised myself, since I was a little girl, that I will always wear whatever the fuck I want, always. No exceptions. For myself and to empower others, to be brave enough to be me, 100% me. 100% Becky and more. It's my body. I will always look the way I want to, I will not let others make me pipe down, turn down my glimmer and shine. Fuck no. I will not be shaped by the people who are... Oh I don't know, what are they? Prejudice itself. I will not be brought down. I fucking won't.

So, you remember that you are your own canvas, you can create, erase, shape and mold yourself in anyway you want. No matter what anyone else says. If you loose friends because of it, then they weren't good friends to begin with. (Unless you start a cult to kill off all the pandas in the world, then you should... Yeah, maybe not take my words into consideration.)

I am a tornado. Witness me in all my glory.

Fallen in love with Autumn

 

 

 

I don't know what's worse about Fall - that you watch a bunch of horror flicks and you're scared that you're gonna get hunted and killed by a werewolf or that you enjoy that feeling and stay out after the sun has gone down. 

Anthem of today

Some favourites~

Hey guize~

I thought I would share with you some of my absolute favourite yoga videos! They're all from Tara Stiles channel, founder of Strala in NY. (some vids are from Livestrong Woman)
Even if you're a beginner, these routines are amazing to do. You don't have to do every pose exactly the way she does it or force yourself into anything, just move however it feels good. That's how I fell in love with it. Try it out, maybe you'll like it! Life is about testing new stuff and putting yourself out there, and you can do so even from your own home because there are soooo many different videos on the internet. Tutorials, guides. DIYs etc.

But here are my 5 favourite yoga videos~




Let me know what you think! It might seem intimidating, but just try it out for fun! Remember to breathe and to be gentle with your body.

Beckychu~

Dreaming of more space

Life is older here, older than the trees~

Hey! It's your uncle T!

I don't know why, but I love strong characters who are insane. Like... Come on, who doesn't love Trevor Phillips? Imagine having him as your friend. If you don't know this guy, he's from GTA V. Let's just say he's special. And precious.
I am currently drawing his face, it's not superduper great but it's good practice! He's creepy and I love him. I believe Trevor Phillips is my spirit animal.

Beckychu~

Sims legit

Sup guys! Look at this! I think I made these 2 years ago when I had just gotten my drawing tablet. Uuuuh, they're not great but I love the colours. I made a popart themed series about The Sims 1. I even sent in the right one with Servo to The Sims headquarters so they can put it up on their walls, hoho! How about that!

The Sims 1 will always be my favourite sims-game, it inspires me so much and I feel like a 10 year old fangirl every time I play it. *-* I love to play "old" games. I mean... It is over 10 years old now, although it feels so close! Am I getting old? I dunno!

Beckychu~

Be happy. Be you.

To say that I am obsessed would be an understatement

I try to embrace everything I'm obsessed with and create something from it. Right now... I'm quite obsessed with this song + video. It makes my heart race and my mind buzz like a beehive~ In a good way! ♥

Don't be ashamed of what you adore and love. Whether it's something really not "you" or if it's something that is SO you, it just means that you're exploring and widening your horizons. I usually don't listen to Die Antwoord, but it's just something about them that makes me crazy.
Do more and explore more of what makes your heart sing!

Beckychu~

And so... the journey begins!

Hello the interwebs of the universe! Sup!

Okay, who am I and what in the flying fruitcakes am I doing? WELL. I thought I'd start a lil blog for myself. Yup. Why? Actually, I'm thinking that it would be fun. I have so many thoughts in my head and I want to spread love and happiness! Yeah, so I thought "Why not make a blog Becky?! Why the fuck not?!" So I did! Yeah, I'm Becky by the way.

I live in Sweden, on the lovely westocast and I'm a selfproclaimed artist. I thought that I wanted to start a new blog because I follow so damn many artists on facebook, instagram, tumblr, deviantart, you name it. All of the platforms. And I sometimes forget about them or they just won't appear in my newsfeed or something else happened. And I sometimes have a hard time recalling who they are or what their style is. So then I go on a little inspiration-journey through their feed and remind myself of who they are!

Yeah, I do that. But also, there are so many awesome artists out there who I wish showed off a little more of themselves, who were a bit more personal because they seem soooooo amazing and sweet but they kind of hold themselves back I think. I mean, not everybody wants to be out here and all personal on the net, but I mean... Just show a little personality, talk to the followers and stuff. I'm not meaning this in a... bad way or anything that they're not attentative of their followers, I just mean that I'm a creep and I want to get to know awesome people that I'm probably never gonna meet! I mean, I got people on youtube that I've been following for 7 years now... Yeah. Seven friggin years. I see them as friends and I share their problems and emotions and moods, no matter how much or how little they talk about their personal lives. I think it's a fascinating and amazing thing about our community and life today, in this era, during this time period. We can look someone up and follow them anywhere because we think they are fucking awesome and inspirational. 
 I also think it's a great way for us introverts to find friends and be there for somebody, just to feel a connection to a public person. Celebrity or not, just feel a slight connection with a fellow human being that lives across the globe.

So... That is why I'm putting myself out there in a blog. I want to show people I exist, I want to be inspirational and help people, I want to show them "Hey! I was down there too, but I climbed back up, and I want to help you do that too. Hell, use me as your ladder!". I got so much life inside of me, so much joy but also other feelings, and I want to sort of share them and inspire people. That's one of my greatest dreams in life, to inspire people. To become better selves, to become more them, to embrace themselves. I think we are showed how to act, look and behave in society so we don't dare to explore what WE are comfortable in.

So buckle up, I got a shit ton of stuff to talk about. Whether it's art, life, love, happiness, cook a meal or draw hands (spoiler alert: I suck at that) I'm going to put it out here and hopefully help someone along the line. If I can be the inspiration for one person to live a happier life, then I have succeeded.

Beckychu~